{"id":11462,"date":"2014-04-07T14:56:23","date_gmt":"2014-04-07T14:56:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/4cd.e16.myftpupload.com\/?p=11462"},"modified":"2014-04-07T14:56:23","modified_gmt":"2014-04-07T14:56:23","slug":"oscar-pistorius-apologises-for-killing-reeva-steenkamp","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/citifmonline.com\/?p=11462","title":{"rendered":"Oscar Pistorius apologises for killing Reeva Steenkamp"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_11471\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-11471\" style=\"width: 624px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/4cd.e16.myftpupload.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/piss.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-11471\" alt=\"Mr Pistorius sobbed loudly in court as Ms Steenkamp's injuries were described\" src=\"http:\/\/4cd.e16.myftpupload.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/piss.jpg\" width=\"624\" height=\"351\" srcset=\"https:\/\/citifmonline.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/piss.jpg 624w, https:\/\/citifmonline.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/piss-300x168.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 624px) 100vw, 624px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-11471\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Mr Pistorius sobbed loudly in court as Ms Steenkamp&#8217;s injuries were described<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>An emotional Oscar Pistorius has started his testimony at his murder trial by apologising to the family of his girlfriend Reeva Steenkamp.<\/p>\n<p>In a trembling voice, he said he was &#8220;trying to protect&#8221; her and said he could not imagine their pain.<\/p>\n<p>Mr Pistorius said he suffered &#8220;terrible nightmares&#8221; and often woke up smelling Ms Steenkamp&#8217;s blood.<\/p>\n<p>Prosecutors say he killed her in February 2013 after an argument. He says he mistook her for an intruder.<\/p>\n<p>The Paralympic athlete told Ms Steenkamp&#8217;s relatives that there &#8220;hasn&#8217;t been a moment since this tragedy happened that I haven&#8217;t thought about your family&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I wake up every morning and you&#8217;re the first people I think of, the first people I pray for. I can&#8217;t imagine the pain and the sorrow and the emptiness that I&#8217;ve caused you and your family.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was simply trying to protect Reeva. I can promise that when she went to bed that night she felt loved.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve tried to put my words on paper many, many times to write to you. But no words will ever suffice.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>In the packed Pretoria courtroom, Ms Steenkamp&#8217;s mother, June, sat stony-faced while he spoke.<\/p>\n<p>Mr Pistorius said he is taking anti-depressants and sleeping pills.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m scared to sleep, I have terrible nightmares, I can smell blood and wake up terrified,&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<p>He added that he never wanted to handle a gun again.<\/p>\n<p>The trial in Pretoria was delayed for a week after one of the assessors assisting the judge fell ill.<\/p>\n<p>Under South African law, there is no jury system and two assessors, normally lawyers or retired magistrates, help the judge reach a decision in serious cases.<\/p>\n<p>Defence lawyer Barry Roux said he will call 14 to 17 witnesses in his case to testify on &#8220;ballistics, urine emptying, damage to the toilet door, sound, and disability and vulnerability.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Source: BBC<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>An emotional Oscar Pistorius has started his testimony at his murder trial by apologising to the family of his girlfriend Reeva Steenkamp. In a trembling voice, he said he was &#8220;trying to protect&#8221; her and said he could not imagine their pain. 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